1. What would be different about "Murder on a Sunday Morning" if the murderer had been white?

If the murderer had been white then the video going be completely different, because at that time people still believe in races, people think that white are right and black are wrong. You can feel that when this black guy is post to be a murderer because they say that he is murderer then he is a murderer no matter what he trying to defense himself. But if you had been a white then people think maybe he did or didn't not, and maybe some people try to pretend that nothing is happen. That what is I think if the movie "Murder on a Sunday Morning" was a white going to be.

What I think about the video?

The video that is good because I think justice is always, the power of right is always right, but there are something that I don't like it that is not fair when you did not do anything wrong but you got into trouble.
The video is drama that 'Will anything be  fair for us?' I guess not . Everything that you do you got to experiences them , feel them, heard them , touch them , smell them almost everything we need to been through to get what you need to get. The video show the proof that don't give up on anything, and there still a chance, and i really like the movie.

My dairy in the jail!

15 Sep, 2000 in the jail.
Today, when I saw my mother cried, I felt guilty. I guilty with her and my family. I know they always believe me and love me, but I got pain for them. I did not killed Mrs.Stephens, it just is accident and nobody believe me, but I believe the God, he will listen to me and help me go back my family. In the jail, the dark cover the light and it make me scare, I scare one day I will live in that dark forever.On the time that free and the time in the jail, I realize that ' Time' it gone really fast , its just like a blink of eyes. I felt that living alone in this world with darkness is the scariest and hopeless. But I hope one day the light will win, that is all proud of me. Mom and Dad! you will wait for me. Wherever I live, I always your son. Love life and love Mom and Dad.

What are questions you want to ask myself?

1. Who I am? 

2. Are you good person or bad person?

3. What do you want to do?

4. Where could be the better place for me?

5. What if I have a choices to do something special what I am going to do?

6. Where do I start my future?
7. How long do I live?
8. Who is special to me?
9. What is my job in the future?
10. Who I am married?
11. How many children do I have? 

14. What do I love to practice?

I love the most practice English speaking, Sign I been to the United States but I don't know much about the language, I just want to have a American's friend to be practice English with. Now I know that American friend is not the only way that help me practice English, but also my friend and people around me could be the best practice. I know it is really hard for a student that just new to this language. I am not a good English speaker and writer but i will try hard to help me get the success.

19. Are my thoughts hurting or healing?

I think...... my thoughts is hurting and healing someone that I don't know. Sometime that I thought my think was right and I told them that I was right, but they say is not right. I know what sometime we only accepted our right , but not want to hear anyone help thought, because we think that we the only one that is right. I think that my thought already help someone needed to be feel better, and also my thought is hurting someone that I love because I only do it for myself.

16. How can I keep myself absolutely safe?

I will try not to be fail and if I fail I will stand up quick, because I know that not many people will try to help I stand back up, accept only I can help myself. In my mind to keep myself safe that I will not trying to make much attention at the publish. I don't care whoever is better than me or not, I will just stay on who I am. I know that we can not keep our self protection for ever because whatever is happen to us is not what we are decide to be. I will just let the faith going with me.